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A Silent Regression
03:55
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Your words make incisions
Violent visions
Temporary feelings lead to permanent decisions
I've done all I can to hold myself together
Partake in masochistic chemical rituals
Just to forget her
Numb to your touch
Numb to the pain
Numb to your love
So fucking numb, I can't feel a fucking thing
Paranoia sets in, cold sweat
Self-loathing within
I'm a shell of myself
Track marks littering my skin
An irrelevant existence
I want to be human but this disease is persistent
This is my silent regression
Finally some peace and quiet
This is my silent regression
A fix for my sick obsession
And still we fade
And still we fade into the black
These frail words buried in the sand
Smashed to a thousand pieces
I let my soul slip through my hands
Through my hands
An irrelevant existence
I want to be human but this disease is persistent
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Cognitive Dissonance
03:49
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Parasitic selfishness
Baptized in fear
All I saw was a coward
When the smoke cleared
I fell from heaven
Clawed my way out of hell
I bathed in the flames
Self lacerated abandoned with nothing to lose
Aimlessly roaming down a path I didn't choose
Mindlessly fractured by years of abuse
I bathed in the flames I was banished from the pew
Bathed in the flames, banished from the pew
Tell me
Am I a monster?
When I bathe in the flames
I was banished from the pew
The scars of time
Stitched into my face
Paint a map
Of all the ways
That I desperately and unsuccessfully tried to escape
I tried to escape
I'm drifting away
On the rivers of shame
Death is coming for me
But this time I'm not afraid
Take me away
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(Re)discover
04:29
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Sifting through
The ashes of
A once beautiful mind
A soul so vibrant
Suffocate in silence
Yet I stay for the lies
It's hard to forget
The better times
Times when you loved me
Times you loved being mine
When did everything get so fucked
When did everything get so fucked up
Every morning
I'd wake up at the crack of dawn just to see your face
Then I'd see your smile and I'd know in my heart that I'd been replaced
I don't blame you
We were homeless
We couldn't always stick together
I don't hate you
We had nothing
And you just went where the bed was
I don't blame you
Maybe I was jealous of him
Maybe I was jealous of you
Either way I slept outside in the cold
While you had your needs tended to
I've been, sifting through
The ashes of
A once beautiful mind
A soul so vibrant
Suffocate in silence
And yet I stay for the lies
Maybe I was jealous of him
Maybe I was jealous of you
Either way i slept outside in the cold
While you had your needs tended to
I don't blame you
I don't hate you
Maybe I was jealous of him
Maybe I was jealous of you
Either way I slept outside in the cold
While you had your needs tended to
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Vestigial Crow Portland, Oregon
Melodic Hardcore out of Portland, OR. Self-Titled EP out March 15th, 2019
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